Forgiveness is not for another. Yet our surrender to allow a greater power to inform us, will impact another by proxy. When no one is holding the story, the story ceases to be told and repeated. Not as repression, but as a purification of the habituated self who takes form as personality. Forgiveness is necessary to purify the solidity formed as our personhood. This solidity is the accumulation of places we have layered memories and emotion formed. They are also known as en

Consider with me, please... Darkness is a friend. It is not just symbolic to what is momentarily hidden from us, but it also allows the fresh discovery of what wasn’t, to what is. A difference between darkness and the idea of "evil" is that one already thinks they know evil. And thus are not truly open to what “evil” is hiding as its secrets. "Evil" cannot be from a separate source and being in love does not exclude "evil" because of "evil" choices. "Evil" cannot exist o

Test love. It never fails. Learn your relationship to love by how love defines you. Love desires more for you than you can imagine for yourself. Let love define you.

In this short recount of an experience I had already many years ago, today I was reminded through speaking with a friend, of this experience and through it, the deep realization of the need we have for each other. This need does not come from lack or the mind, but an existential need to be known, seen and experienced. "I exist." And in this fullness of allowing one to be known, a subtle dance forms. The need to be in service is as simple as seeing the other as in service to l

There is a dance where there is just you with the Beloved loving yourself. No mirrors. No projection or transference. Just the warmth of the full delight of life everywhere. All spectrums, all frequencies within the heart attuning to a greater harmony that expands to more greatly embrace itself as more whole. With the coolness of silence. Full, like gravity, pulling you closer. And the desire magnitizing itself to only this. Continual completion. Be/coming, present.

The Essence of Love is known through surrendering yourself to the mystery of love to be completely annihilated, consumed, ravished, enjoyed until you disappear. The only desire left is one of dissolution into The Source of all of Supreme Ecstasy. In this sacred union, all parts are whole and contributing to this re-union.

Perceptual Awareness You becoming aware of yourself through becoming aware of yourself. Paradox is the name of this game. And you are in charge. Until you see that you are not in charge. Hence the balance of the force is made present. All in perfect harmony as it is. Yet if you are like myself, you are not satisfied with answers. You know that more questions lead to more answers and as satisfying as the answers are, they don’t scratch the itch of the desire. Until you kno

I am fascinated with subtle energies and energetic relationships at play. It is the surgeon as myself that will dissect until there is no-thing. It is the scientist that will hypothesize until its known. It is the alchemist that transforms until its transfigured. It is the magician that shows the unknown making something out of nothing. It is the technician that knows the sum of its parts and how they all work together to form the whole. It is the warrior who cuts away what i

To say no is a containment. It contains the sanctity of your yes. It allows your yes to rest within the firmness of the transparent walls of no. Yes and no organically dance to create paths and edges, rivers and shorelines, atmosphere and space, skin and organs, fruit and pulp. And inorganically dance as fences and property lines, streets and curbs, rooms and walls. All divinely created and all with a purpose. Yes and no can be like binary coding of 0 and 1 that make up th

Its hard to trust the person you are when you are still attached to the person you were. This is one key to forgiveness. You can do the work in dissecting all of the facets where you are connected to the person, the impact to the person, to yourself, the impact to yourself and repay the vibrational debt by experiencing the hurt. For some, this feels like momentary hell. Or you can surrender your pride of being right and having to hold any part of that image up, to maintain un

Indifference is death, describing qualities inferring that there is no polarity to generate life. No choice, no energy to move itself to another space. Yet what is within indifference is still not indifferent in the same way reaching extreme spaces of yin one turns yang and vice versa. Life knows harmony and balance of the whole of itself. And when we know ourselves as it, there is no more resistance nor extremes. It simply is. And so are we.

This is a big topic and has been on my heart for over a week. I have felt so inspired, waking up in the middle of the night as it is purifying through me, words, vibrations, emotions and finding form for expression. This video is just a glimpse. The Stone you cast is the shadow of guilt you carry. For anyone who knows themselves as that stone, and the lie they believed to pick it up and cast it, would see innocence, and drop it. The guilt of separation and thus the seductiv

It's okay to be right! It's okay to also let others be right too! It's okay to also let others be right at the same time as you! It sounds so simple, yet how many wars are started by forgetting the simplicity of inclusion? How many victim are made by not seeing themselves as another? Seeing themselves as another is inclusive of feeling, knowing, listening, understanding, and experiencing. When we start pointing in directions that start like a wave but soon lead us into the oc

When you know God as the Source of all life, you welcome opportunities to test love. You see that life offers limitless possibilities to choose again. That isn't because of you, that is because of love. Love is present regardless of you being present, or not. That is grace. Your worth is not determined by how many times you had to choose again, but when learned, the value of those lessons. And that is not because the worth wasn't already present, but because you were not ther

Know your enemy and stay in Love. Stay in Love and know your enemy as yourself. Knowing love as yourself, there is no enemy. Enemies don't exist. In love, as love, nothing is outside of itself. You either. Him and her either. No matter what you think. No matter what you do. Receive because it is freely given. It is given because of who I am. Who I am is because of love. I am love. I am.

We sacrifice what we are not, to be gifted what we are. The sacrifice is that of what or who wants to keep it yet knows it shouldn't. The hidden conflict here is of coherent thought that is disorganized. Sacrifice what if we already are? Why would it then be a sacrifice? It sacrifices the desire to possess for we already are given everything. What could be possessed unless you see yourself separate from that which you long to have? What has value when you have it all? Yet

Outer master creates rules and regulations, like a game board, and tells all the pieces in the game how to play so that the game works according to the rule maker. What is needed is someone who can tell everyone how the game is to be played as a whole and can know for each individual, how playing it will serve them as individuals, entice them to play because there are benefits to the individual to do so, and keep that promise so that the game will continue to be played in ac

In seeing the value of living a non violent life, we must look at all the subtleties that when left unseen and especially unattended, would agitate the mind into violence; violent thoughts, aggressive behaviors and postures. To abstain from following these impulses one must initially use will power to stop ourselves from acting upon them as a part of our human inheritance. Also one must look more closely at the value of acting upon them and question what violence gives them a

When patterns break and fall apart, it makes space for what is to come. This can feel like loss, annihilation like death, helplessness and lack of control as the old patterning gives way to no-thing. What was being held in place from the patterning, like repressed feelings, emotions, and other interconnected weavings, may also arise into this new space like a flooding. That which was interconnected may also arise for reconciliation within the loss of the patterning. This may

Bringing our awareness into our darkness, we become the light of the fullness of the known into the unknown to illuminate what is present. It takes vital presence to sit with some of the density of our accumulated and stored emotions without escaping the discomfort of what we have allowed to take shape and inform us. This is a video looking at the macro and micro/ inner and outer/heaven and hell perspectives within wholeness with the hope to guide one into the relevancy of